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Saturday, June 9, 2012

Adlea Rykyla Bte Muhd Ghazali

Alhamdullilah . Smoga allah mencucuri rahmatnya. Syurga adalah tmpt arwah lil nur . Amin.

dia telah menghembuskan nafas terakhir pd pukul 3 pg hari ini.

inilah semua org-org dengki. bbl psl org yg tiada pon tk guna. yg penting, kita tidak mempunyai perangai seperti dorang. memalukan masyarat melayu sahaja. apa boleh kita semua lakukan ialah sedekahkan Al-Fateha kpd arwahnya.

Allah luvs u more switheart. Pity u much. Thou, i'm a stranger to u, but actually i've shed tears for u lil Nur. Alhamdullilah, kakak sudah sedekahkan Al-Fateha selepas solat Maghrib dan Isyak tadi. Syurga telah menantimu syg. I love you!

Friday, May 11, 2012

Days ure being missed

Assalamualaikum semua :) Semakin hari semakin mls saya nk update my blog. Mtk maaf byk2 ye.

dis pic was taken few wks back. insyAllah lau pintu i terbuka, i akn pkai hijab. manis kan ? bf kate swit .

Bf went to KL fr 4 days 3 night. Otp with him for awhile. These few days bf has been treating me well aft 1 mth of misunderstanding. Paling lama kita buat perangai tau. I'm sorry baby! He's just too afraid of losing me. These few days ive been busy with work & my driving classes. To & fro lps kerja, teros gi bbdc. Bf managed to send me yesterday as it falls on his off day. Got to spend time with him bfr he leaves to KL.

Mother's day falls on 13 May, Sunday. What shld i buy for my beloved mama? I've really got no idea. & my evaluation falls on tt too. Wish me luck yeah ? To my switheart & friends, thanks for wishing me gd luck. Just hope tt i pass my tests quickly & i can go for my TP soon.

That's all folks. Gonna turn in now. Bsk kerja halfday lps tu gi jemputan at Marsiling. Alhamdullilah, 1 of my colleague da kawin. Bile i nye turn pulak eh? *giggles*

♥ " You're my reason to smile & your my happiness. Thats e reason why i have always love you all this while " ♥

Monday, March 19, 2012

We suppose to hv a date today, but what happen?

U msg me saying tt u're unwell. Pls take care of urself. Don't overwork urself. U just pushing urself harder dear. I'll take care of u once i reach home, alright?

LOVE YOU! xoxo ~

Good guy gets Wrong Girl
Good girl gets Wrong Guy
They fall in love & good ones get cheated...
Now the good guys thinks, all girls are BAD.
And good girls thinks, all guys are players.
When good guy meets good girl, they avoid falling in love &
become JUST FRIENDS

*deep inside my heart* Ya allah, ampunila dosa-dosaku. Jgnlah seksa aku begini. Lembutkanlah hati dia. *sigh*

I woke up early morning with my eyes swollen. I'm tired of crying. I thought everything would turn out just fine as i expected but then it got worse. He's really mad at me. He din't show his anger at me physically/verbally, but i noe he is. He nvr ever throw his vulgar language at me, but today, it turned out differently.

Sucks big time when it comes to Monday. Everything just went wrong. I miss my boyfriend, i miss HIM! :( Time checked-5.03pm. An hr thirty mins to go, i can go home! Tak sabar! :(

Labels: are we not meant to be?

Time checked, 2.10 am. I'm still wide awake. Can sumbody help me? I shall post abit abt my wkends..

SATURDAY Went to JB wif bro's fiancee family. Jammed all the way. All the drivers & riders there r very dangerous! Pfft! Soon as we reach there, we head to Fresco to buy some snacks & drinks meanwhile waiting for another family(which i duno the name) to join us. Feel so hungry & thirsty. Then head to Senibong ard 5plus to hv our seafood lunch. Afterwhich, we head to play bowling. It's my 2nd time playing the bowling. OMG! I really look wierd when playing. Haha! But sorie, din't snap any pics of me playing. Truout the game, i din't strike any. Look hw bad i am right? :( But it's okay .

*pics will be uploaded soon*

SUNDAY
Supposedly nid to acc bf to his cousin's wedding but i overslept. And i guess bf is mad at me, till now.. Sigh ! I was too shagged. I'm tired & my body is aching. Pls forgive me dearest. I still love you! *tears rolled down* U've been kiping urself quiet for more than a day. I really miss ur voice, ur hugs, ur kisses & EVERYTHING! Had my shower in the evening & hda my brunch. Ard 8, followed my parents to jrgpt to shop. Bought groceries & had our dinner at KFC.

MONDAY BLUES! So wat's plan fr later on? Perhaps heading to town or mayb plaza sing after work w mama & adik. I shall turn in then. Goodnight. Hope bf's heart will b soft after reading this. Shall nt disturb him for a night. Guess he's nt in e mood. Really missing him badly.

Currently listening to dis song. FOR YOU, MY BOYFRIEND! :(

" When someone hurts you, you learn to be stronger. When someone leaves you, you learn to be more independent. Dont keep asking why people keep hurting you, ask yourself why are you allowing it to happen ".

Labels: i'm feeling down. i nid HIM

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Renung-renungkan lah..

Bermulakan harinya dgn Bismillah, akhirilah jgk dgn Alhamdullilah

Smile makes you BEAUTIFUL. Whenever you smile everything seems beautiful as well. So just..S M I L E!

FRIDAY:

I've managed to watch Adnan Sempit 2 wif bf. Sumpah citenya kelakar. My true colors all out when i watched that movie. It's super hilarious! Tk sia-sia i tgk tu cite dgn bf. Bf pon suka! We rch the cinema & bought thr 6pm show - just in time!

Monday:

It's mon blue. Sumthing just went wrong at work. Things really cork up dis time round. Just hate this place as e day goes by. But i shall just try to bare. Sob! To be honest, i'm working under customer service line. Handling wif those old type of people complains just pissed me off. Sigh! Can be v stressful, but to be honest.. thruout all those working environment tt i've worked bfr, this is much more better than bfr.

Monday, February 27, 2012

i just luv any bikes tt is pink color. chey!
wana noe my fav bikes?
i like scrambler, gilera, ducati, rxz ! mcm minah rempit sey ~

I just dont understand why ppl in FB likes to pick a fight when it's nt their business. Just mind ur own business will u? Tkmola sebok2 jd mcm makcikMayb due to influence tt is so strong, smpi 'melayu mkn melayu'. Sigh! Well, for sure i'm nt gona be like one of thouse youngsters who don't think abt their future. Tsk!

Yesterday i went to bed ard 3+. Bf was so worried for me til he gives me a call as soon i off my whatapps. He gvs me a call saying, 'ayg tkmo tido lmbt2 pls. Bsk keje, u nid rest. Nnt lau pening tkmo complain dgn i eh. Degil tau'. Bf is getting sweeter each day. I swear tt i LOVE him! No one can replaced him.

I shall start my story abt today. Monday blues~ Was raining heavily early morning. Lau dpt urgent leave just to cont my beauty slp wldn't it be great? :) It's rare for me to bring long umbrella to work. Lagi-lagi hujan, i pki pon masai. Pakai pants & long sleeve. Who cares? My boyfriend don't even care. I'm pretty to his eyes only. Sorry people, i'm TAKEN!

Thank god i reach in time. Siap2 tukar my uniform then start my work. I just realise.. Alot of pprwork nid to be done on every Mon & Fri. Tsk -_- Few hrs later, was called by supervisor for a short meeting. Colleague & i hegeh2 skjp. Nk kena siapkan minutes of meeting lagi punya leceh. Tsk! Mana i reti buat ni semua. Nsb baik i tk in-charge.

My day at work was alright. So far so gd. Tues, wed, thurs & fri. Time flies very fast. & oh ya, happy 4th mthversary to u sweetheart! Wed i ade movie date dgn bf & his friends. Kita nk gi tgk Adnan Sempit 2. Yay! Tak sabarrrrrr~

Ni pon dpt otp dgn bf jap. Kwn bf ajak gi JB jap to lepak & mkn di sana. Bf gives me a call saying tt i cant slp late again like yesterday. Looks like he's really2 taking care of me. Thank u abg! Muacks! I've promise to bf tt i wont be slping late. Nahas nnt lau dia dpt tau i tdo lmbt. Dis few days dia kuat jealous & i know tt cos he luvs me, EVEN MORE!

Before i end this post, i just wana say that i miss this gal (below) - my sugar ALOT! Sigh ~ When can we mit up dearie?

Dgn sekian, assalamualaikum semua! :)

When 'HE' wipes your tears away to make you feel better & kiss your forehead to make you smile again ♥

Labels: l ♥ ve is about trUSt

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Assalamualaikum semua!

Went online for awhile to check my inbox & my ex pm-ed me. Is dis another one of the trick tt he set up for me? Nah, i won't fall under his trap anymore.

This post is specially for you, Ex.

I've promised myself that im nt gona shed tears fr u - THE DAY WE BROKE UP! Let it be a hurtful memories fr me! I guess u dont feel a pinch of it. Congrats, uve hurt me. I shed tears fr u till i can't, bt tt was last time. Alhamdullilah, Allah has give me the rays of light for me to stay strong. HE has found a guy fr myself who can accept my past. Yes, it hurts damn much! Ppl say u cn forgive but u cant forget. But in dis situation, i can't FORGIVE U & FORGET WHAT U'VE DONE TO ME! It still lingers on my mind til nw thou ive move on. Since u hv decided to walk out frm my life, ive gt ntg to do w u & ive treated u like strangers , or shld i say ENEMIES?

To u, i would be more happier if u could jz stop bothering me. I jz wan to lead a happy life like wad ure leading nw. I guess ure happy w ur current gf which u mentioned to me tt she noes hw to tc of u right? Well, gd for u & congrats. If ure happy, im happy too. So why bother abt me? We hv go to our separate ways. Pls pls pls respect my decision. Leave me alone will u?

An advice to u bfr i end this post: Don't be surprised if ur relationship went wrong & dint work out til ur future. Renung-renungkan lah.. "Kita yg merancang, DIA yg menentukan".

U're the one who say it, "we're far apart, but memories remain. u rmbr the gd ones, nt the bad ones".

Only if u guys noe wat im going tru, u will understand (:

Labels: perangai stop it

Friday, February 10, 2012

♥ Bermulakan hari Jumaat ini dgn Bismillah, akhirkanlah juga dengan Alhamdullilah ♥

Assalamualaikum semua. Anda semua baik?

Alhamdullilah my day at work was ok except for yest case tt yet to settle. The case was to big to handle til my colleague broke down. Story-telling with bf, abeh bf ckp "Ayang tkya stress-stress. just go to work as normal, do ur job. cukup time balik".

Bf text me saying tt he just woke up from his slp as he just finish his night-shift work. I understand. So i assume tt he won't be fetching me from work. But surprisingly, ard 6.20 plus he txt me again tt he's on the way to my workplace. I told him, 'that was fast'. In a sarcarstic way, he say tt 'mane b ada cpt, u yg slow sey syg'. Today bf teach me a new word - WOLS ! I told him tt i don't understand wat's the meaning. Do u guys noe? Try spell out it backwards - SLOW!

As soon as i saw him at my workplace, i salam him. Thou he has transport, but we're just sick & tired of this country. Not much places to explore. In the end, we head to eastcoast macd to hv our dinner. I had big mac+ double choco frappe. Whereas bf is having his mcspicy meal upsize plus cheesecake. Aft eating, we head to eastcoast park - chilling & gossip time. I miss bf so much right now. Sigh!

BOYFRIEND, dis is for you. i love you so much & u will nvr be replaced!

Labels: ku pinang engkau dgn Bismillah

Friday, January 6, 2012

Morning earthlings!

Hw long i've been abandon my diary? Actually i've got lots of things to update. Abt my countdown, mthversary with bf & many more, but oh well, too bad! :)

Tsk! TGIF. woots ~ Met bf yesterday. Cock-up plan sey! Called him umpteen times. Tido mati rupanya. But i can't totally blame bf as he's working shift hrs. I just nid to be abit understanding. Right bf? Luv u!

Soon after i ended my work, rushed to clementi to mit bf. Mit bf under his blk & he brought me to eat western, which he so-called say 'sedap & power'. hahahaah! Then gossip jap dgn bf. Bf got lots of things to say indeed. He alw talk abt his bikes & his 'abang' (Valentino Rossi).

Dah lek-lek jap dgn bf, then bf sent me back home till doorstep :) That's all folks.

Assalamualaikum ~

Labels: breathless

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Welcome back! It's saturday today. Working halfday til 1pm. Bf woke me up early morning cos he duno wat time i start. Boleh gitu -_- Thank u mama for sending me to the pick-up point. Then dpt bbl dgn bf skjp bile naik train. I reached cityhall at 9.45. Walkathon skjp til i reached work. 2 mins more to strike 10am. Thank god i'm not late. Bile smpi office aje, no one here. Npknye i work alone.

Had my cream biscuit wif hotmilo for bfast. Gona mit mama at IMM after work for lunch. Da lama i tk lunch date dgn mama i.

I've dlted my tagboard earlier on. Senyap jgk si betina gile tu. Tkde bende merepek. Confirm2 nnt anjing tu menyalak lagi. haha! Tkpelah, kurang kasih syg katekan! :)

Thats all folks. I noe this post is kinda boring. Nnt i update a proper one. Mskkan gmbr sekali ye.

Labels: tell me tt u luv me more

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

42.60.1.92

111.65.29.3

these 2 stupid dogs tryin to dirty my blog.

oh my goodness!

dorang btl-btl tkde keje sey *shake head*

check out tat bitch blog, rupenya dia da delete blog. abey nk spam kat inya blog plk. perangai anjing! sungguh menjijikkan!

I told bf tat mayb i wanna delete my blog / private my blog. Removing the tagboard - DONE! No bitching ard anymore. yay~ tambahkan dosa aje buat ape. Hrp2 korng dua kena langgar dgn bus. Amin~

& to that naddie & anak setan(anak sundals). Jgn nk step hotstuff or celebraties dpn kita. Korg slh langgar wire wei. Jgn byk bunyi kt internet aje. Ni namanya 'world'. Kita bkn baruah kau nk ikut kata kau aje. Nk kita, pndi2 kau carik ok? Aku da mls nk lyn prngi anjing kau. See you arsehole!

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Been left my blog unwritten for past few wks. Peak duration at work. Luckily i manage to take leave for my Dec hols. Going Indonesia for my hol. Siang2 bf ckp he wants to follow, but he nids to work. Kesian kan?

Baru brp minggu i tglkan, tagboard i da kecoh. Haha! I really duno wat to say with these type of low-life people. Ni la cyber-gangster zmn skrg.. kat internet, tangan laju type sana-sini, maki tk tentu psl. Bila jumpa, tgk sape jatuhkan sape lah, watever shit! Tsk! -__-" fyi BITCH, akunye org yg ada wawasan. Kau crk psl dgn slh org ok? Lau nk crk psl, gi dok satu club with the minahreps & matreps. Opps! A whore is alw a whore! It's true tt leopard won't change its spot. haha! Nk gado psl satu konek buat apa, btl tk korang? Lau kau ckp aku tk cukup konek, semua jntn kat dunia ni aku nk rampas, kau slh ok? :) I really don't wish to dirty my blog. Perhaps, im going to private my blog again / change my link. Aku diam tk bererti aku klh. Aku cuma mls nk lyn betina keparat mcm kau! If ure nt satisfied wif me, come & approach & talk directly to me! Not by using 3rd party mouth, alright bitch? Org kata kan, time lmbt la nk gado2 ni semua. Zmn 2011 skrg nk crk duit, kawin..bkn mcm kau, crk psl dgn org kat internet!

Time shown - 11.18am. Sempat i blog during my work time. Luckily all my pprwork done! Thank god it's nt busy. Nw thinking, wt shld i hv for lunch. I'm missing my boyfriend much now! Nak jumpa dia!

"prove to me slowly & we will work it"

Labels: kaupeh kaubu ~

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

i update my diary jz becos of my babygirl (above)

hw swit can it be?

sorry switheart, ive been bz w work, esp this mon, dec, jan

forgive me? i really hope we can mit up soon & catch up, alright?

after work, camwhore with dis lil devil
LOVE HER SO MUCH!

my half-u

i'm sick of wearing uniform actuali
so, i decided to wear hm clothes to work, then change inside the office

took dis pic today bfr my lil bro went to sch & me off to work

ppl say we're look like twins & couple. is tat so?

:) bahahahaha ~

PS: he's way too tall for me. I LIKE!

It's a nice weather to slp, not again. Lama-lama pantat aku bsr jgk.. dok kat ofis asyik mkn, dok mkn dok..goyang kaki. Easy money huh?! Oh no way!

Doing counter alone. My colleague is having orientation. So bored! -_- Lau dia ade sblh i, cnfrm2 kita ketawe kuat2 kat counter. Tsk!

I stress dgn bf i. sigh ~ As a gf, i cldn't help him much. Sedih kan? I'm sorry darl. It's been a wk since u last return frm batam trip tt i din't get to mit u. How? I'm really missing u so much, dear .. I've really got no mood. Thinking abt bf's prob.

Otak tgh blank ni. Will update again alright? To girlfriend, i'm sorry if my post is incomplete. I promise i'll write a gd one ok? :)

" if a gal cries so hard, she asks u to stay away .. she actuali wanted u to hug her tightly "

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Goodmorning earthlings!

Early morning on sat, i nid to report to work. Kiping myself busy on wkends is sumthing gd since bf is nt in s'pore. It's like hell, seriously. I dunno hw come i can endure this much. Nsb baik 3 hari je, bkn 3 minggu atau 3 tahun.

It's saturday. Bf has left me for a day alone. I nid to endure for another 2 days. Ya allah, aku tk sanggup nk bertahan lagi. Tlg kuatkan semangat dan imanku. Thou we're apart from each other for 3 days, i still feel ur presence here cos u called me more than 3 times ystrdy. Thou u're rushing for time, but i still managed to hear your voice even for a min. Hw swit of u, BF! Well, it's the thought tt counts actuali.

Reason of wat bf went to KL becos he wana MotorGP at sepang wif his frens on late sun afternoon. Sigh~ Lps tunggu kepulang bf balik, he will spend time w me fr the whole mon. As usual, send me to work, hv bfast & lunch w me, fetch me from work & hv dinner - JUST THE TWO OF US!

Tsk, enough of tat. I shall update more if i hv the time, alright? Happy wkends people! :)

PS: specially for my BOYFRIEND!

hopefully u're the last guy standing in my life. Insyallah, amin.

lau ayg da simpan cukup duit, we get married in 2 yrs time ok?

Labels: ku tetap menunggu

Thursday, October 20, 2011

bf's breakfast

my breakfast

Afternoon people. It's 4pm. Time flies very slow. Luckily in the morning, weather was gd to me. These few days, it rained & rained. I met bf, went for b'fast at clementi then bf sent me to work. Sumtimes he's so fickle-minded. Pd bf, ade motor susah, tkde motor pon susah! -_- pening kepala ~ He prefer to go out wif me by public jz to spend time wif me. I sacrificed myself to go out wif him by public thou i prefer bikes cos it's convenient & fast. It's okay, once in awhile. Tat depends on weather too.

Bf will be leaving me for 3 days starting frm tmr as he will b going to KL wif his work frens to watch MotoGP at sepang. I'm not too familiar w the place either. He told me hw he wish to bring me along. Sabar ok b? Laki suka nah minat mcm gini eh .. fed-up sey! W/o fail, if i go out w bf, he will alw talk abt bikes & arai helmets. rofl~

I told my bf abt this bitch who dirtied my blog. He say, 'ayg, u buat bodoh sudah. Dorang mepek la'. Then i say 'okay lor. Dorg yg start dulu. Step jntn tu hansem mane aje' -_- Bla bla~ I told him the story. To that BITCH: get the facts right bfr pointing fingers to me ok? The last time i'm telling u, it's ur stupid boyfriend yg muka pecah yg gatal dgn aku, not me who start the first move ok? Read back wat tat bastard post at me first!

Currently nth to go. Waiting to punch-out from work. Tk sbr nk jumpa bf lagi. BEST! I shall upload some of my bf's pic at fb, alright? That's all folks. Stay tune~ Borriiinngg !